Laura’s Site

Laura’s Site

Laura,

This is what we agree:
Laura is a fictionalized character created by us so that you could feel comfortable elaborate, ventilate and share your story.

DocDee

Thanks For Your Help

I just spoke to my mom that if my father didnt leave i was gonna kill him. But i realized it doesnt matter because its not just him there all fruads. There all devils dressed up as angels. So its pointless to give a fuck about them. I even appluaded her for being such a great actor and that i think they should all win a reward for best conartist best manipulator because im really impressed with these people i really am i dont want to be part of these peoples lives in fact i pretty much hate all people even this society is nothing but a zero sum con artist game. I should just destroy everyone because really were nothing but digusting  parasites living on this earth

Keep up the fight, Laura, and you reach a better place. Just remember there are good people too and you need to embrace them.

DocDee

I dont know why i bother to keep on living. Even if i get better its not like theres anything really to gain. I should really just die and become nothing. Thats what everything else is anyway and always will be. This world will probably be destroyed anyway. All roads lead to death and misery no matter what you try. Nature doesnt give a fuck about how much you want to live how much u want to be good. There is no good. Nature just wants to make u believe that its all pretty and wonderful and then snatch it away like the cold bitch it really is.

I still get addicted to the internet and I get caught in a vicious circle and can’t stop trying to figure out the line what to do and get stuck and can.t goanywhere or do anything else.

Also I feel like people will just end up finding out i’m a weird freaking monster once they really get to know me so there’s no point in trying to get real friends.

I talked to ghi and they said i could have two therapist as long as i dont see two on the same day but the same week is fine so may i come in saturday if your available? Sorry for the last email I get like that in those moments when i lose my mind but its short like the panic attacks so I think its sort of like that.

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Just wanna say thanks for your help. I figured it out now so I’m fine so ya thanks alot.

I Did Cancel

I did cancel. Ive just been really disturbed by that video. I really couldnt stop obsessing over it. Whether I was that or not. But i think it might be just be because I always feel like a fraud so mabey it plays into that. thats the last time i ever watch videos like that again. I really regret it. never never never again. I dont know why i always feel like a fraud i dont think i want you to tell me i cant handle anything right now. Even that last email i wrote like that because i get really arrogant/defensive when i get paraniod and feel like im being controlled. Ive just completely lost focus it completely just theOk i feel a little better um ill let you know if i decide to come in tommorrow.

i dont why this happened but i started feeling troubled for a bit and tried to distract myself but then out of nowhere i started thinking that i was gonna die and you were gonna die and everyone was gonna die and i started crying and screaming and i thought of slitting my throat and banging my head against something and was really angry and was hiting the sofa. This just happened like 5 mins ago.

Another Video

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The video is really long so i dont know if you might want to just replace my next session with just watching the video. I dont want to waste too much of your time so it would be fine. Again im not trying to be anything its that you mentioned bpd and i was curous and I just happened to find this. I actually hate pychology because I dont understand it at all which is why im bringing this up. Thanks.

They’re All Frauds

i dont know why this happened but i started feeling troubled for a bit and tried to distract myself but then out of nowhere i started thinking that i was gonna die and you were gonna die and everyone was gonna die and i started crying and screaming and i thought of slitting my throat and banging my head against something and was really angry and was hiting the sofa. This just happened like 5 mins ago.
I just spoke to my mom that if my father didnt leave i was gonna kill him. But i realized it doesnt matter because its not just him ..

The Slender Thread

they are all frauds. They’re all devils dressed up as angels. (See Chris) So its pointless to give a fuck about them. I even applauded my mother and those people at Queensboro for being such great actors and that i think they should all win a reward for best con-artist best manipulator because im really impressed with these people i really am i dont want to be part of these peoples lives …in fact i pretty much hate all people even this society is nothing but a zero sum con artist game. I should just destroy everyone because really were nothing but digusting parasites living on this earth

I dont know why i bother to keep on living. Even if i get better its not like there’s anything really to gain. I should really just die and become nothing. Thats what everything else is anyway and always will be. This world will probably be destroyed anyway. All roads lead to death and misery no matter what you try. Nature doesnt give a fuck about how much you want to live how much u want to be good. There is no good. Nature just wants to make u believe that its all pretty and wonderful and then snatch it away like the cold bitch it really is.

Watch This

You need to watch the video. its 45min long so watch at 10 im not coming in. I just need to be a 100% certain. Please I wont ask for anything else again.

Again im not trying to be anything its that you mentioned in your report Counter-Dependent and Borderline Personality and i was curous and I just happened to find this. I actually hate psychology because I dont understand it at all which is why im bringing this up. Thanks.

Office on Fire

Also I’m kinda of worried about coming in your office I feel like there’s something wrong with my face … I can explode …I’m dangerous… i can’t control myself… i’m a werewolf (are there girl werewolfs?)… vampires require too much of a relationship

ll end up setting your office on your fire or something. but I wont do that right its completely ridiculous. I just want to make sure you wont let me do anything wrong.

I dont know why i always feel like a fraud i dont think i want you to tell me i cant handle anything right now. Even that last email i wrote like that because i get really arrogant/defensive when i get paraniod and feel like im being controlled. Ive just completely lost focus it completely just the

Curation

Curation as opposed to aggregation

 

Content curation is the process of gathering information relevant to a particular topic or area of interest. Services or people that implement content curation are called curators. Curation services can be used by businesses as well as end users.

Concept[edit]

Content curation is not a new phenomenon. Museums and galleries have curators to select items for collection and display. There are also curators in the world of media, for instance DJs of radio stations tasked with selecting songs to be played over the air.

Methods[edit]

Content curation can be carried out either manually or automatically or by combination of them. In the first case, it’s done by specially designated curators. In the second case, it’s done using one or more of the following:

  • Collaborative filtering
  • Semantic analysis
  • Social rating

Collaborative filtering[edit]

Collaborative filtering is a method of forecasting often used in recommendation systems. This principle is based on the axiom that evaluations made by users in the past are predictive of evaluations that they will make in the future.

Collaborative filtering can either be based on votes and views of a given social community, as it’s done on Reddit and Digg, or the end user’s own prior activity, as it’s done on YouTube and Amazon.

Semantic analysis[edit]

Semantic analysis examines the relationship between the various elements and sources of information found in a given document. The system compares some of the factors or all the information sources topics and terms. This method uses the principles of factor analysis to analyze relationships between the studied phenomena and objects.

This approach has been successfully implemented by services like, Stumbleupon, which break up content according to topic, subtopic, and category. Trapit uses semantic analysis in combination with user feedback and AI technology to refine content selections for its users.

Social rating[edit]

This method employs user ratings and recommendations to select content. The system finds someone with interests similar to the end user and bases its recommendations on their activity. This method of selection is widely used on social sites such as Facebook and Flipboard.

Parameters for determining the social ranking are generally based on actions such as shares, vote, Likes, etc., keeping in mind the time that these activities are carried out once the content is published.The more there are such activities in a shorter time, the higher rating this content gets.

“Social curation”[1] services like Pinterest allow users to share and discuss their curated collections of found content.

See also

312 I am quite content to go down to posterity as a scissors-and-paste man.

Shields, David. Reality Hunger (p. 110). Knopf Doubleday Publishing Group. Kindle Edition.

316 Collage’s parts always seem to be competing for a place in some unfinished scene.

Shields, David. Reality Hunger (p. 111). Knopf Doubleday Publishing Group. Kindle Edition.

319 Conventional fiction teaches the reader that life is a coherent, fathomable whole that concludes in neatly wrapped-up revelation. Life, though—standing on a street corner, channel surfing, trying to navigate the web or a declining relationship, hearing that a close friend died last night—flies at us in bright splinters.

Shields, David. Reality Hunger (p. 111). Knopf Doubleday Publishing Group. Kindle Edition.

 

324 The absence of plot leaves the reader room to think about other things.

Shields, David. Reality Hunger (p. 112). Knopf Doubleday Publishing Group. Kindle Edition.

 

338 —the shapely swirl of energy holding shattered fragments in place, but only just.

Shields, David. Reality Hunger (p. 115). Knopf Doubleday Publishing Group. Kindle Edition.

341 You don’t make art; you find it. 342 The main question collage artists face: you’ve found some interesting material—how do you go about arranging it?

Shields, David. Reality Hunger (p. 115). Knopf Doubleday Publishing Group. Kindle Edition.

349 The very nature of collage demands fragmented materials, or at least materials yanked out of context. Collage is, in a way, only an accentuated act of editing: picking through options and presenting a new arrangement (albeit one that, due to its variegated source material, can’t be edited into the smooth, traditional whole that a work of complete fiction could be). The act of editing may be the key postmodern artistic instrument.

Shields, David. Reality Hunger (p. 117). Knopf Doubleday Publishing Group. Kindle Edition.